Called her names, when she tried to break the door and enter the stadium Labelled her, when she tried to stand up on her own Judged her, when she tried to pursue her passion Pulled her down, when she tried to climb up the ladder and fetch the book on top of the shelf touching the ceiling Humiliated her, when she tried to put on the chain mail instead of the silk dress She faced the world, when she was burning She faced the world, when she was fading away She was the streak of light falling from the sky But the world, wished upon that mighty fire falling from the sky
Dear Mom, Please don’t try to wake me up in the morning No, not this early I know, have work to do Do you know how I’m feeling mom? Nevermind, can’t tell you either No, l don’t have the courage to tell you Honestly, I just don’t want to accept the reality Yes, my face is swollen mom I cried all night Nobody heard No, I didn’t want to show you my tears I’m stuck in bed mom I’m in pitch dark even though it’s still the morning No, I don’t want to face people All of my energy has been drained off Yes, I’m trying to be okay Yes, he’s okay, perfectly okay “smiles dearly “ Yes, we still talk “sighs” Do you know what’s the hardest thing mom? “Long silence” The flashbacks!
Somethings remind you of the dusk Slowly fades with the warmth that kept you alive to a point where you forget to care for the soul thrived within you where you no more see, once there was light in that very soul that lit like a thousand stars
Feeling numb, like you are sinking in to an iced cold bath In front of the mirror where shattered pieces trynna put a fake smile you no longer could wield your differences the scars you used to embrace no longer could remember the strong soul that once existed within you!
When I went through the storm in you Deep down where there was pitch dark Somewhere, I saw the very little light That sprakled like thousands of stars to me That was enough for me to stay by your side forever and more!
I find it dangerously comfortable to be in a quiet place, where no one knows your name Sitting with a hot chocolate in hands While Staring at the screen And be completely off balance emotionally Be invisibly around and move a bit Heart to be lost far far away from To lose sight of all the things Be anonymous And think of the very existence